You Helped Give a Shape

You helped give a shape to slipstreaming time with a wave of your hand’

An elegy on the death of HM Queen Elizabeth the Queen Mother, by Andrew Motion, the poet laureate

Tuesday April 9, 2002

1.

Think of the failing body now

awake in its final hours

although

The fizz and scythe of city

wheels,

the pigeon-purrs, the way

light steals

across a bedroom wall then

goes,

are not the things this body

knows,

held in a trance of fading light

before that dies, and gives the

sight

of what it means to be set free

from self, from sense, from

history.

2.

In the swirl of its pool

the home-coming salmon

has no intuition

of anything changed

just that the silver cord of its

current

is clear water running,

the lid of its sky

light soaking through light

without any shadows

of faces or lines

to splinter its path

and pull out of true

the course of its mind.

3.

Think of the flower-lit coffin

set

in vaulted public space, in

state,

so we who never knew you,

but

all half-suspect we knew you,

wait,

and delve inside our heads,

and find

the harsh insistence in our

mind

which says we’re honouring a

time

that simply as a fact of time

could only end, as also must

our own lives turn from dust

to dust.

4.

In the grip of their season

the sky-scraping trees

continue their business

of plumping up buds

without an idea

of what it might mean

so long as leaves shoot

in the polishing breeze,

so long as leaves fall,

so long as the burden

of sunlight and dark

rolls around its O

without changing its plan

or resting its weight.

5.

Think of the standard and its

blaze

the tightened focus of our gaze,

as now the coffin glides away

through London’s traffic-

parted day

and we who estimate our loss

in ways particular to us,

can start to understand that

here

we see our future coming

clear –

ourselves the same yet also

changed,

and questioning, and

re-arranged.

6.

On the crest of their Downs

with galloping sunlight

the horses in training

know in their bones

nothing but racing,

so all they can manage

today is the beauty

of springing and spurting

mud-moons behind them,

the draggle of mufti

wind-burning to silk,

the unbuttoned gasp

of pleasure and longing

at what might be won.

7.

Think of the buried body laid

inside its final earthly shade,

in darkness like a solid cloud

where weight and nothing

coincide,

in silence which will never

break

unless real angels really

speak,

while we who wait our turn

live on

re-calculating what has gone –

time-tested dignity and pride

and finished work

personified.

8.

In the eyes of our minds

when the country and cities

turn back to themselves

this history stays:

the four generations

which linked with your life

re-winding their span

to childhood again,

and seeing you stand

at the edge of their days,

where if they so wished

you helped give a shape

to slipstreaming time

with a wave of your hand.

The Guardian